2:07am

It's very late and I really don't need to be blogging, but I can't go complain to my tumblr at the moment so I'm here instead.
Usually my tumblr is filled with any/all of my thoughts even if they're personal, but it's not exactly like these are my thoughts. I'm upset because I think I'm failing nutrition, I never get enough sleep, I'm constantly annoyed by dad and louise, and my job is pretty boring. But all of these things are almost nothing compared to the shit other people have to go through constantly.
Today I had a nice dinner with most of my family, and I played video games and watched Doctor Who and just felt content.
But then I read my best friend's post on tumblr, and I feel like I should say something, but I don't know what. And I want to help, and I look at everyone I know on facebook happily caring about stupid things, and I think they're so ignorant because they don't understand what life is like when it is actually hard. They think the worst thing that can ever happen is that they got their phone taken away for a week when they were 12 or something. And this all sounds hypocritical because my life is rarely too difficult; I'm generally a very happy person. But the fact that my best friend is having such a difficult time and I didn't even notice or ask kills me. There's so much going on that I'm not even aware of and I don't know what to do.
I guess for now I'll settle with going to sleep.

My LIIIIIIIIIIFE

(because i'm logged in)
WASSUP?

No really I can't be doing this I have to get up for work in 8 hours.

I only have a few things to say though.
1. I suck. I fail. I am the worst. I am only at 3600 words in my NaNoWriMo. UGH. FAIL. It's truly terrible, but I'm hoping I'll get back into it. I at least know who my main characters are; I'm just having trouble showing who they are to the reader. It's a lot more difficult than I thought it would be.

2. I finished series 2 of Doctor Who last week. Even though I knew what happened to Rose due to spoilers on Tumblr, I cried like a baby. Just, that show, ugh, it makes me so sad all the time!

3. I bought the final Harry Potter on dvd and wanted to cry due to leftover emotions from the previous night (see above: Rose Tyler). I also bought series 6 p2 of Doctor Who and a Doctor Who shirt! I'm pretty excited about it.

4. Today Susie and I bought tickets to see Breaking Dawn at midnight. But like, I hate Twilight. Yet the 14 year old in me still loves it so I go see them and buy the dvds every year. ~Laaaame~
But whatever, no classes tomorrow night, just me, susie, and obscure Twilight quotes until we go see the new one. Today I sent her "Charlie: famous ladies man", "You're like a drug to me", and "I'd rather die than stay away from you". Oh my god, it is truly awful.

Tomorrow I plan on texting her  an obscure Breaking Dawn quote, in which Edward says "fetus" all like eeewww.

Yep I am hilarious.
I can't remember why I'm posting this. I had SOMETHING to say besides all that nonsense.
Oh well.
BYEEE

Quick Update!

WOO I turned 18! Then we lost power and I didn't have work all day until today. And school's been canceled and it's canceled tomorrow too. Hopefully Friday also xD

Anyway I don't have much else to talk about.
Well, I do, but I don't exactly have time. I'm doing NaNoWriMo this month. I'm already at 962 words.

A few random things:
1. The novel I'm working on is a mix of all the ideas I've been having for like 2 years and I'm amazed that I didn't try combining them before.
2. I had a wonderful birthday
3. I got a 92 on my sociology exam woooo!
4. I just made an on-the-go with christmas music on it and i'm listening to polar express and LOVING IT
5. i saw hpdhp2 deleted scenes today and loved them and i hope more get released whenever the extreme ultimate awesome possum edition gets released (dvd out in 9 days though!)
okay i need to stop procrastinating and just write a novel!

no booklist today cuz i'm too lazy to copy and paste plus i still haven't read anything new :(